To begin with .:.
I was sitting in my chair at the kitchen table, reading my spiritual magazine and writing my affirmations from the day’s article. How interesting to go back and see what I was writing.
There is a joyous release of the past.
Life is sweet and so am I.
I am balanced in my creative flow.
I express my deepest gratitude to my precious body for the release and I appreciate my body’s amazing healing capacities.
There may be some discomfort, as there occasionally is with any release of something that has been securely held, but discomfort quickly passes.
I open myself to consider new ways to experience the amazing healing powers of my body.
My body knows perfectly what, when, and how to do her work.
I appreciate my body.
There is no biological reason my body should be flawed.
.:. At this point, it felt like I was peeing in my pants and thought I did but knew something else was going on. When I stood up, blood gushed from me and puddled on the floor in about a 2 to 3 foot circle. The chair was soaked too. The blood was thick and coagulated and when I moved my foot, it folded. That frightened me so I called out for Elaine to wake her. When she responded, I asked to bring me a towel; I was in the kitchen and was bleeding.
I tucked the towel between my legs and told her I was taking a shower. That usually made the bleeding stop. Surly I was in shock, I had never bled like this before but I wanted to make sure I did not miss any time from work. I don’t make much money, and any time away just makes things financially harder.
So I got into the shower, and did all the usual things, washed my hair, etc. I looked down and I was still bleeding and the blood was stopping up the drain because it was so thick. “Okay, I need to do something else”, I thought.
I turned around to shut the shower off, and got very dizzy. THAT was when I knew I was in trouble. I lay down in the tub for my head to stop spinning and for me to figure out how serious things were. At this point I left my body and had a chat with my spirit guide named Blue.